Ptah as the emotions that you need to allow yourself to feel (rather than repressing them)

At the spiritual level, Ptah represents the construction of your ‘spiritual temple’. Which is a bit of a dramatic way of saying that the emotions you need to allow yourself to feel form a step in your life path. Every one of our experiences contributes to our evolution and path back to our creator.
Ptah’s energy is that of positive masculinity, ingenuity, and inventiveness. He’s a craftsman, and dextrous in his abilities. Ptah is practical and able to deal with any kind of work – from hard labour to the most intricate of technical issues. He deals with new inventions and scientific discoveries. He loves a gadget.
Ptah represents the gentle caring side of a man who does not need to resort to violence to make his point. And because Ptah is considered to be the ‘nice guy’ of the deck, helping out where and when he can, it’s likely that you are considered to be someone who is appreciated for your support.
Additionally, Ptah is all about using the tools that you already have. What tools do you have that you can use to release the tension? You have lots.
Finally… the emotions that you need to allow yourself to feel: there is a lot of mature male energy that you are carrying around with you here. Being the grownup when so many others should be taking responsibility for a lot of the stuff that you are ending up doing. You can do it, you are more than capable, but it’d be nice if someone else took some of the strain. And it’d be nice to have some help. It’s clear that you have all the tools you need, and that you know how to use them.
But do you always have to be the one to fix stuff?